Chapter 174
As Ben was leaning over me, kissing me, I started feeling even more nervous, but I also felt amazing. A feeling that I had never felt before.
Ben was about to pull away from me, but I tightened my arms around his neck. So he could only pull back far enough to look into my face.
I was staring at him, not wanting him to stop. Not wanting to let him go. Feeling his warmth against my body, his strong hands on my waist.
“Are you sure?” Ben asked, looking a little amused.
But I ran my fingers down his body until I found the bottom of his shirt and I pulled it up and over his head.
I discarded it beside me on the ground and I couldn’t help but look down at his massive muscles and his arms that looked absolutely beautiful. Like a Greek God. This gorgeous man right in front of me that actually wanted me.
He leaned down to kiss me again and his hand moved down further to feel my stomach and placed it on his waist, causing goosebumps to erupt all over my skin.
I sat up slightly and I lifted my shirt off and undid my bra and threw them off to the side and Ben was sitting right beside me, kissing my shoulder and trailing the kisses up further along my shoulder and along to my jawline before he laid me back down and he started undoing my pants and he pulled them off.
He laid over the top of me and I started undoing his pants but he had to kick them off because I couldn’t reach down that far.
But I do remember seeing his erect cock springing free from his pants.
That’s the first time I was wondering what the hell I had gotten myself into? Was that thing even going to fit? I honestly didn’t know that any guy was that massive.
But I tried to calm myself down after seeing that and I looked back at Ben’s amused face, but I just grabbed him by the back of the head and pulled it back to mine and started kissing him again.
He laid on top of me, his arms on either side of my head to support his weight and I could feel his erection between my legs.
I knew that this was going to hurt, but honestly, I really didn’t care.
I had never even thought about being with anyone before, but right now, I couldn’t imagine not being here with Ben. I needed him. I needed him closer, inside me. My body ached for it. I was desperate for his touch, his kiss, his cock. Everything.
He lined his cock up against my entrance and I could feel him rubbing it up and down my slit a couple of times before he slowly pushed in.
I stung really bad at first and I felt a tear fall down the side of my face. But Ben’s eyes were focused on me the whole time as he pulled out and pushed in just a little further.
I closed my eyes tightly as the pain was a lot more than I was expecting. But I felt Ben’s hand on the side of my face and I opened my eyes to look at him. He was still staring me straight in the face.
“Are you alright? It’s going to sting. But it won’t last long. It’ll feel really good soon.” Ben assured me. And I nodded my head.
Ben took his time. He wasn’t in any rush and he definitely didn’t want to hurt me. That was evident.
He would pull out and then push in a little bit further than last time until he was all the way in.
He then left it there, letting me get used to the feeling of him before he started moving slowly in and out of me.
It still stung at first, but Ben was right. The pain only lasted for a few minutes before the friction between us took over and it was more pleasurable than painful.
Ben started moving a little bit faster, but not too much.
He would stop staring into my eyes as he was fucking me and I saw this much gentler side of Ben then I had ever seen before.
He moved my hair to the side of my face and he cupped his hand around one side of my neck as he leaned down and started kissing me again. Slowly and passionately.
Making me feel things that I never thought were possible. Something that I never thought I would feel for another person.
Was I actually falling in love with this man? I barely knew him. This is crazy.
I can’t be falling in love with him. It doesn’t mean that I don’t have very strong feelings for him.
But I also can’t explain how we are here, right now, having sex when I knew that I wasn’t the type of girl to run off and have sex with just anyone.
Ben started kissing me down the jawline until he got back to my neck, and as soon
as he reached a spot on my neck I let out an involuntary moan.
I don’t know what it was about that
ine
spot on my neck, but it’s always been really sensitive. And the more Ben sucked on it and kissed
the
more sensitive it became.
He started kissing further down my body until he found my breast and he started sucking op my nipple before he moved to my
er breast
and started sucking on that nipple
as well.
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I dug my fingernails into Ben’s back and he made eye contact with me again.
“Yeah. Dig them in harder. That feels so fucking good.” Ben moaned out.
I lifted my legs and wrapped them around his waist and I dug my fingernails further
into his back, making him moan out in pleasure.
I started getting more butterflies in my stomach and my whole body felt like it was heating up.
But suddenly I felt my whole body get the shivers and I fell over the edge of the precipice, letting my orgasm tear through me. It left me a moaning mess afterwards.
And after a couple more quick and hard thrusts inside me Ben’s movements became erratic as well as he found his release.
But he didn’t pull his cock out of me, he stayed laying on top of me and staring me in the face while his hands were on either side of my face.
“I know that we haven’t known each other for long. But I can tell you without a doubt that I love you.” Ben said.
I was taken aback for a moment by his admission but then I realized that I knew
everything I had been feeling earlier wasn’t a lie.
“I love you too.” I admitted. Scaring even myself. But it was the truth.
I just never thought it would happen to me.