Chapter 68
LAYLA
We stay like this for a while. He holds my waist and my hand as I rest my forehead over the cold wall and regain my breath.
His c**k starts throbbing inside me again after some time. He nibbles on my earlobe, hinting at his desire for me.
I shudder. “I… I am exhausted, Alex p>
“I know.” He whispers and plants a kiss in the crook of my neck.
What did we just do? I suck in a sharp breath and close my eyes. Embarrassment taints my cheeks.
I let him take me like a wild animal, possess me like his property, and f**k me like his dirty whore.
I try to search for the regret, but all I can focus on is his c**k which deliciously throbs inside me, wanting more, needing me as much as I need him.
I am really down for this man.
His hand runs up and down my side, helping me calm down. My body has no energy to keep going.
Slowly, he pulls his c**k out of me. I wince, gritting my teeth.
“Fuck. Did that hurt?” He asks worriedly.
“Yes. It still hurts. I haven’t had… sex for a while so..” I admit truthfully.
“I am so fucking sorry. I lost control, Mio Tesoro. I should have been gentle with you. This is not what I imagined fucking you after so long to be like. Trust me.” He blurts, rubbing my butt.
“I liked it. I liked how you… you were so desperate for me. “I breathe, my palm trembling agaisnt the cold wall.
Alex places his hand over it and intertwines our fingers to offer his warmth. My heart misses a beat as he squeezes gently. The fingers of his other hand slid between my drenched folds before slowly inching in, pushing his cum back inside. My teeth clamp around my bottom lip, finding the move hot.
“I still feel it’s unfair that only I remember our first night together.” He huffs, pressing his lips to my cheek. “How did I even end up with you that night? “I moan, as his fingers scoot more of his cum and force it inside my walls.
“Some fucker drugged you with aphrodisiacs. You were hungry for a c**k, and I had no idea you were a virgin. When you stumbled across me, my wolf took control so he could have you. I tried to stop, really. But I had no hold over myself. I was as lost as you, and it felt so f g good. It was heaven inside you. That’s why I couldn’t fuck a woman after I lost you.” He groans, leaving a trail of feathery kisses on my cheek, my chin, my shoulder, and my neck. I have figured he likes pecking me after every sexual encounter, and it makes me so soft for him.
“You didn’t sleep with any other woman all this time? “I gasp, arching into him as his fingers continue to plunge me delicately with only one mission in mind; making his cum stay inside me.
“Fuck no.” He kisses the side of my head.
“What about Ariana?” My heart clenches painfully.
He sighs, his fingers caressing my opening.” She was my girlfriend before you came along. I broke up with her, and that’s that. It was an open relationship anyway. She knew we were only together until I found my mate p>
The pain releases me from its hold. I smile, satisfied that he has nothing going on with Ariana.
“I don’t like her. “I mumble.
He chuckles, a deep and throaty sound spreading around me. “Jealous already p>
“Why… Why would I be jealous? It’s only a one-time thing between us. “I utter, the pain returning.
He is done fucking me. Maybe he is going to change now.
His fingers paused, and so did his lips, which were all over me. I hold my breath, relishing the feel of his touch and his stillness.
“I made myself clear, Layla. I want you to love me. That’s not for a single fuck. That’s for a lifetime. “He says, retracting his hand.
I bite my lower lip, unable to answer him. I already love him, but I am so scared he is going to hurt me again. He has a deep history with weak people, and I am the epitome of weak. He will realize this once again, and I will be dumped. I can’t take it. “I am tired. “I whisper after a while of silence.
Surprisingly, he kisses my cheek once more before he turns me and scoops me up in his arms, bridal style. My dress falls down, covering my bare body as my panties slide in place, keeping his cum inside me. It’s truly warm everywhere now. I glance at his stoic face as he starts walking. My arm circles his neck, seeking his support before I place my face into the crook and inhale his musky scent.
Alex carries me to my room and straight to the washroom so we are not disturbing Ayla who must be sleeping in his bed.
“You can let me down now. “I tell him right after we enter.
He doesn’t listen and carries me to the shower before finally letting me down on my wobbly feet. My lower stomach aches just like my core. He really took a toll on me with his roughness. I wince, shifting my weight from one foot to another. He steps behind me and unzips my dress. I breathe, glancing at him through the mirror wall in front of us.
“Let me help. “Alex says, removing my dress and throwing it behind him.
“That’s an expensive dress. “My eyes widen, seeing the soft material discarded in the corner like it means nothing.
“Did you like it?” He unclips my bra.
“I mean-I don’t like those revealing dresses, but it’s still expensive. “I reason, shuddering as he removes my bra and then moves to my panties. His fingers are soft over my skin as if he is deliberately careful not to hurt me further. “I will buy you the dresses you like. “He crouches down, tapping at my ankle to make me raise my leg.
“Why would you buy me dresses? “My lips pout.
‘Because I want to. And because you left your gigolo for the night, he invested some cash in shares to become this rich. “He throws my c*m stained panties into the pile of clothes before the heels follow, and he says sarcastically. I burst out laughing. “That money was for your stolen shirt. I was not paying for s*x p>
There is something truly exhilarating about seeing someone so strong and powerful on his knees before me. My chest tightens as he slowly rises when he is done undressing me.
His lips land on my shoulder, and his eyes find mine in the reflection of the mirror. He grabs my waist before his hand rises to my boob and cups it.
“I don’t want anything from your money, Alex. We don’t have that kind of relationship. “I whisper.
“Everything about you, beautiful.” He pinches my nipple between his fingers.
I arch my back, my eyes closing. “Alex. I am so- – –
“I know you are tired. “He slides his hands away.
I sigh as he moves back. My eyes open and look at him. He quickly removes his clothes to stand behind me in all his naked glory. He is a huge man, with a sexy physique. I can’t take my eyes off him no matter how hard I try. Silently, he steps into my back and reaches out from around me to turn on the shower.
“Are we going to take a shower together?” It’s so obvious but I can’t help but still ask.
“We have to be by Ayla’s side. It’s better if we quickly get cleaned, Layla. “He steps closer, to be under the rain of water falling on me.
“I will never understand you. “I release a heavy breath and raise my hand to grab the bottle of shampoo from the rack but he is quicker than me and his arm is longer than mine so I am at a disadvantage. “Tell me how I can help you with that.” He whispers, softly turning me around so I am facing.
“Help with what?” I frown, trying my best to not look at his body.
“Help you understand me. I want you to know everything about me, to understand me without words. “Alex says, focusing on scooping some shampoo on his palm.
My heartbeat escalates wildly. How can he say such things with a straight face and a wavered focus?
My cheeks heat up. I avert my gaze when he looks at me. He places his palms over my head, shampooing my hair gently.
“Close your eyes so you don’t get the shampoo in them.” He commands, and I squeeze my eyes shut tightly. My lips pucker out.
“My cute mate.” He praises, running his fingers down my strands.
“We are not mates. “I huff instinctively. “I rejected you p>
“That kind of rejection doesn’t work on Lycans.” He chuckles as if he finds it amusing.
“What do you mean?” My eyes snap open.
“Close your eyes, Layla. “Alex scolds, his eyes narrowing on me.
I close them obediently. His fingers run over the contour of my eyes lightly.
*A Lycan can’t be rejected unless he accepts that rejection. So we are still mates. You won’t be able to get rid of me unless I reject you.” He whispers in a slow voice and kisses my nose.