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“And I’m carrying twins,” I said. “I don’t know if the child we lost before has come back to us, but hope so.”
I continued. “When I found out I was pregnant, I actually considerat getting an abortion because I didn’t want to have anything
to do with you anyinore
“But then, I remembered our innocent first child and how painful was to lose him. And that’s when I decided to keep this pregnancy. I really hope our child has come back, that he chose to be reborn as my child again.
“You know how I vowed to love my child because my parents never loved me. I want to be a mother who loves her children the most. Don’t you also want to be the same kind of father? If you do, then hurry and wake up!” I urged.
As if it were a promise, I added, “I don’t know what the future holds for us, but I can guarantee that you’re the father of my children. It’ll be up to you how you want to be part of their lives.
“When we got married, didn’t you say you wanted a daughter who looked just like me someday? Just imagine. What if we have identical twin daughters? Wouldn’t that be amazing?
“Of course, a boy who’s as good–looking as you would be wonderful too! The genetic trait for fraternal twins runs in my family, so there’s a good chance our twins will be a boy and a girl.”
At this, I paused for a moment before continuing, “Regardless of what our twins‘ genders are, to me, it all sounds absolutely wonderful.
“Don’t you want to see such a beautiful future with your own eyes? To meet the daughter you’ve long awaited? To take care of her as a baby, watch her grow up, and then protect her for the rest of her life?”
I said a lot to Irvin , vividly painting a wonderful future. It was so beautiful that even as I spoke, I couldn’t help but yearn for it. I also couldn’t help but smile like a doting aunt.
But no matter how beautiful a picture I painted, none of the monitors attached to Irvin showed the slightest change. Irvin , who had been lying there motionlessly, showed no response either.
His doctor had said he still had some awareness of the world. So, if we did something that was strong enough to elicit a reaction from him, it would also strengthen his will to live.
However, if even the news that I was pregnant with his children hadn’t been able to stir up any emotion in him, then I had no
idea what could.
Then, I thought that maybe the doctor had been too optimistic about Irvin’s current condition. Maybe Irvin wasn’t actually aware of the world around him at all.
Maybe he…
Like a floodgate that had burst open, despair instantly surged over and drowned me. I was so scared that, for a moment, I couldn’t breathe.
I couldn’t accept it. I truly couldn’t accept that Irvin might stay like this forever and never wake up again.
My hand, which was holding his, began to shake uncontrollably. My voice also became strained when I spoke again.
“You said you would spend the rest of your life making it up to me, rvin. You can’t go back on your word. After hurting me so badly, you can’t just stop here and do nothing. You just can’t! Got it?
“You can’t be this irresponsible. And you definitely can’t let our children be born fatherless without even a chance to see their biological father’s face! You can’t ! Do you hear me? You can’t!”
In TV dramas, the female lead would cry and be on the brink of despair. When that happens, the male lead, who had been lying
unconscious in bed, would suddenly move a finger and miraculously wake up.
I gripped Irvin’s hand firmly as I choked on my sobs. Looking at him with tears streaming down my face, I desperately wished
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