Chapter 53
53
Rachel
Fuuuuuuuck it felt amazing when he went down on me.
His finger softly curling inside my pussy…
His tongue lapping at my clit…
An orgasm was probably still several minutes away, but I was beginning to build towards one when he stopped.
I looked up at him as he crawled towards me on all fours, his body suspended above me –
And his cock bobbing slightly beneath him, hard and thick.
I looked down at it – and gasped.
He was so turned on that the head of his cock had pre-cum dripping from the tip, with a long, thin strand dangling in the air.
I don’t know why, but that made me SO hot.
I mean, you can obviously tell by a guy’s erection when he’s turned on –
But that extra sign of how aroused he was?
It made me even wetter. Which was pretty amazing, considering how drenched I already was.
I reached down and grabbed his swollen head, and the hot juices dribbling from his cock made my palm slippery and wet.
I began to rub my hand over his crown, swirling my hand over his taut, swollen skin.
“Oh fuck,” he groaned and grabbed my hand to make me stop.
“What?” I asked, a mischievous grin spreading across my face.
“Too much,” he said in his deep voice.
Then he placed my hand on the bed, away from his cock.
I was so turned on that I licked my palm as I held his gaze.
“Mmmm,” I murmured. He was so salty…
He frowned in that Oh my God I’m so turned on kind of way as he watched me lick his pre-cum from his hand.
“Oh fuck,” he whispered hoarsely – and then he grasped his cock and positioned the tip between my lips.
Oh yes oh please God yes –
“Rachel p>
“Uh huh?” I whispered sexily as I looked into his eyes. All I was thinking about was how good it was going to feel as he slid inside me, filling me up –
“I love you,” he murmured.
I froze in panic.
I knew we had said it earlier in the park – it had been wonderful, after the initial flood of fear I’d felt then –
But this was different.
I was naked, and exposed, and vulnerable.
We’d never said anything like that before, not during sex –
But all I could do was lie there staring into his blue eyes.
And then all of a sudden, his cock slowly entered my body.
I gasped as the pleasure of it flooded my pussy.
“I love you,” he murmured again as he slowly eased inside me.
I couldn’t say anything, even if I wanted to.
The fear in my chest was warring with the pleasure between my legs – and the pleasure was winning.
But the fear was still there, growing.
And there were other feelings, too – feelings that frightened me.
“I love you,” he whispered as he sank deeper – deeper –
And a moan escaped my lips.
Now he was all the way inside me, and he cradled my face with one hand as he stared into my eyes.
“I love you,” he whispered, then kissed me.
I just lay there, paralyzed by my emotions, until he pulled away.
He frowned as he peered down at me. “Are you okay p>
Only then did I realize that tears were streaming from my eyes and trickling down the sides of my face.
“What’s wrong?” he whispered.
I shook my head, unable to speak.
I don’t know, I wanted to say, but my lips wouldn’t form the words.
“It’s okay,” he whispered, and he started to pull out –
NO!
All I knew was that I didn’t want him to leave. I desperately wanted him inside me.
Not just because it felt so good –
But because I was afraid if he pulled out of me, I would lose him.
Crazy, I know – but I didn’t understand anything I was feeling.
I was overwhelmed, tossed on a sea of emotion –
But I knew I wanted him.
I wanted him more than anything…
More than everything.
I grabbed under his arm and stopped him from pulling out any further.
“Don’t,” I managed to choke out as tears streamed down my face.
“Are you sure?” he whispered in concern.
I nodded, unable to speak.
He slowly eased back all the way, and I closed my eyes with the pure pleasure of feeling him so deep inside me.
He gently brushed back the hair from my face. “If this is too much – you don’t have to p>
He trailed off, but I knew the next words:
You don’t have to say it back.
You don’t have to say ‘I love you p>
But I did love him.
I did –
But it just terrified me to say it.
It felt like I was opening myself up in a way I never had –
Baring my heart for him to stab me.
But…
I wanted it.
I wanted to open myself all the way to him… to let him inside. Past the walls I’d constructed around my heart.
I wanted it as much as I wanted him inside me right now.
I just… couldn’t say it yet.
“Let’s stop,” he said. “We can talk about – ”
“Tell me you love me,” I whispered through my tears.
He looked shocked, but he said, “I love you p>
I put my hand on his face and gazed deeper into his eyes than ever before. “…again p>
“I love you p>
“…again p>
He kissed me softly, then pulled away and smiled. “I love you so much p>
A tremor ran through my chest.
“…please… again p>
He smiled even wider. “I LOVE you p>
“…make love to me… please p>
He nodded silently, and he began to move slowly inside me. “Rachel… I love you p>
Tears flowed down my face.
“I love you more than anyone else in my entire life, ever p>
His cock inside me felt so good…
But it was the look in his eyes – the softness, the gentleness, the sweetness – that overwhelmed me.
“I love you, baby,” he whispered as he began to move faster… harder… deeper.
My eyes rolled back in my head from the pleasure… but I forced myself to look at him again.
“I love you… I love you… I love you…” he whispered as he peered deep into my soul.
And as every thrust brought me higher and higher –
Something inside me broke wide open – an icy dam in the river that had been there for so long.
Whatever it was, a flood of joy and love and sorrow drowned me, and I sobbed like a baby as I climbed up, up, up –
And as I reached the peak, I was finally able to say it:
“I love you,” I whispered.
The words must have put him over the edge, because he stared into my eyes as his face contorted.
“Oh fuck!” he shouted. “Rachel – ”
And it made me so happy – so happy! –
That I said it again.
“I love you!” I cried out –
“I LOVE YOU – ” he roared as his cock spasmed bigger and thicker inside me –
And suddenly he was coming, and I was coming, and we were both coming together as we stared into each other’s eyes, crying out I love you over and over and over –
Until he collapsed on top of me and I hung onto him for dear life.
“I love you,” I whispered in his ear, a big smile on my face.
He pulled back just enough to look me in the eye again, and smiled as he tenderly wiped the tears from my cheek.
“I love you,” he whispered, then kissed me softly.
His cock was still hard in my pussy…
And his kiss awoke something deep inside me.
I pulled away from his lips, looked into his eyes, and murmured, “I love you p>
Then I began to rock my hips, moving my pussy just an inch up and down his shaft.
He stared down at me, a big grin on his face –
And then he said, “I love you,” as he began to thrust.
This time there were no tears, just joyful smiles and laughter as he fucked me –
Until I came again, and he came again, too –
Both of us crying out I love you! together.