Chapter 253
I still couldn’t get over how beautiful it was here. I didn’t want to leave. We were in our own little bubble, nothing or no one to bother us. we leave now, we’ll be back before lunch p>
“If
“I don’t want to leave”. I pouted.
“We could always stay another night”. He smirked.
“We can’t”. I sighed. I wouldn’t do that to Charlotte. Knowing her she’ll make this party a big deal. Her only son had finally mated.
Wait a minute.
“You’re Alpha p>
A chuckle fell from his lips. “And you’re my Luna”. He brought my hand to his lips, placing a kiss on my knuckles.
“No, I mean officially. You’re mated now, doesn’t that mean your dad steps down and you take his place?”. I’m sure that’s what he told me before. Or had I picked him up wrong?
“Very true baby, but”. He paused.
I hated buts.
“We’re not fully mated until you mark me. You are officially mine but I’m not officially yours p>
“What?”. My stomach twisted. “Why didn’t you tell me?”. I didn’t like this one bit. How could I be his and yet he wasn’t mine. Should I have marked him last night? Were we meant to do it at the same time? I was clueless and a little bit annoyed.
“Do you not want to be mine?”. I frowned.
“Baby”. He gripped my hand tighter. “I am yours; I will always be yours but you don’t mark me until the last day of your heat p>
“When does it start?”. I had a feeling it had already started. “Do I bleed? What other symptoms will I get p>
I wondered if it was maybe like a period?
“Relax, your hearts racing p>
“Is it going to hurt bad?”. I asked.
“Hey”. He whispered.
No. I didn’t want him to sugarcoat it. I wanted to know what would happen, I wanted to at least try and be prepared for what was to come.
“Just tell me”. It couldn’t be that bad right?
“It’s going to hurt and, in that moment, you’re going to hate me. The most important thing you need to know is that I love you and once it’s all over I get to taste that sweet little p***y of yours again”. A shiver rocked through my body as he pulled me into his lap.
He was hard.
“I I.”. I couldn’t think of anything other than his hard c**k pressed against me.
“All good things come to those who wait”. His tongue lapped at my neck, his teeth grazing over my mark.
I gasped; my back arched.
He chuckled. “We need to leave soon baby or we won’t make it back on time p>
I wanted to continue what we were doing. I could already feel the tingles in my stomach. I wanted him, I wanted to feel him inside me again.
“Do we have to?”. I moved my hips feeling the friction between us. He wanted this just as much as I did.
He gripped my hips tight. “We can’t”. He groaned.
“We can”. I whispered.
“No baby we really can’t”. He lifted me off his lap setting me aside.
I wanted to scream out my frustration. I was horny, I wanted s*x. I didn’t like to be teased if I wasn’t getting something out of it.
We could finally have sex and yet he didn’t want to.
“I really hate when you do that”. A sigh fell from my lips. “It’s not fair and you know it”. Why start something and not finish? “Baby p>
“You can’t get me horny and then say no”. I huffed.
“I didn’t say no Leah, I said we can’t p>
I made a face. “Same thing p>
“I’ll never say no to you when it comes to sex but the reason we can’t is because we still need to complete our bond. I can’t touch you until the last day of your heat. I can’t even be around you”. One more thing to add to my list of things I didn’t know.
“So, we can’t have sex again p>
“I’m sorry for teasing you, that wasn’t nice. But we can’t have sex until you’ve finished your heat. After tonight we can’t see each other for 5 days p>
I felt the lump appear in the back of my throat. I didn’t want to be away from him. The need, the want for him was too much. I could already feel the slight discomfort just talking about it. “I But I need you p>
“I can’t be with you because I’ll give in p>
I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. Who in the world came up with all of this? We were meant for each other, soulmates if you like and yet there were all these obstacles in the way.
“I hate this, I hope you know that”. It took us ages to get here, to finally seal the deal and now we must wait longer for our bond to be complete. It was tiring and draining and I was over it. “It’s 5 days baby, you got this p>
I hadn’t said a word to him since we left the cabin. My feelings were all over the place and I wasn’t sure if I was mad at him or not. I was sick of having an argument with myself.
He brushed it off as if it was nothing. It’s 5 days baby, you got this. I huffed. What if I didn’t have it? What if I couldn’t handle it? I felt sick and my skin felt like it was on fire, like it was burning. But the need for him was strong. Stronger than it was before we left. I tried not to think about him and all the things I wanted to do to him but little images of last night kept flashing in my mind. His rock-hard body pressed against mine. His thick c**k pulsing inside me. My mouth became dry. Gritting my teeth, I squeezed my legs together hoping he wouldn’t notice.